Saturday, October 26, 2013

Time is crawling

Time is definitely crawling over here. It's only been a little over ten days since I blogged about our newest miracle from God. However, lot of things happened during the last ten days and I feel it's been several weeks since we heard the good news.

After our first ultrasound on 5w1d, I was beginning to believe that everything would be ok for once. I wasn't worried about the bleeding since my cervix was swollen which could have triggered it. We went ahead and told our immediate family. They rejoiced with us and have been storming heavens for this little one.

However, last Sunday morning, I had a major bleeding episode. Lots of red just like a period. I was terrified and decided to take bedrest and prayed for the bleeding to subside. I also stopped the Lovenox. The next day I called my doctor's office and they told me to come in on Tuesday for an ultrasound. The bleeding had subsided by Monday but I still felt something was wrong. As I walked into the ultrasound room on Tuesday, I felt a huge gush of blood. As I undressed and waited, I began to bleed heavily with clots. The dr. immediately knew something was wrong. By the grace of God, we were able to see our little one measuring 5w6d and the dr. was able to detect a fetal heart beat of 103 bpm. She saw a sub chorionic hemorrhage and told us that I was at high risk for miscarriage. Our hearts broke into thousand pieces and I felt so weak after all the gory bleeding. She ordered complete bed rest and told us to return in two days and told me to immediately start 200mg progesterone rectal suppositories twice a day in addition to all the PIO and HCG shots I was doing.

I came home and bled continuously just like a heavy period. I got in touch with PPVI and they wanted me do IV and oral antibiotics. Amidst all this, we were so grateful to God that we were able to hear our baby's heart beat. Dr. KK asked me to stop lovenox and baby aspirin. We returned for an ultrasound and the heart beat had gone up to 122 bpm and I was 6w1d. Our dr was so happy. The SCH hasn't increased in size but it is pushing on the sac which is scary. We go in for another ultrasound next week. Meanwhile, PPVI and my local dr have asked home health to start me on IV antibiotics. On monday, I will be getting a PICC line in place. I am trying not to think about it.

God has blessed us so much and our hearts rejoice. We are praying and hoping that our baby continues growing and the SCH shrinks. Please keep us in your prayers.  Thank you Jesus! We have entrusted our child to St. Joseph and our Blessed Mother.  God's will be done.

14 comments:

  1. Sweet J, you have endured and are enduring so much! I'm glad your little one is a fighter, just like you! I am praying a St. Jude Novena for you now and will continue to pray for you and your baby specifically each and every day.
    I will pray for you on Monday with the PICC line. (((HUGS)))

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  2. Praying for you and this little one!!

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  3. Adding my prayers for you and your little one.

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  4. Praying for you and your wee one! Grow baby grow!!!!

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  5. Oh my, what a crazy 10 days. We got our BFP 5 weeks ago now, and it really has seemed like the longest five weeks of my life (we had a missed miscarriage 2 years ago). I know exactly what you mean by the days just crawling by, and I haven't had any bleeding. I have an ultrasound coming up on Wednesday--I will try to offer up some of my anxiety about it for you and baby, especially on Monday.

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  6. I am sorry this is all going on, but how wonderful PPVI is there to help! What a miracle! God bless you and your little one.

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  7. Continued prayers for you and your family. Hugs!

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  8. So much in 10 days, hope things calm down. Praying for you.

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  9. Just saw this today. I am praying for you and your little one!

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  10. How scary for you! Praying so hard for you two! Please keep us updated on your next ultrasound. I will pray to St. Jude too!

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