Monday, May 20, 2013

5 years next Sunday

I thought I would drop in a quick post. We will be celebrating our 5th Wedding Anniversary this coming Sunday. I have been trying to not think about it and was having a sense of peace. Today morning, I woke up and realized I am on CD 26 and that means AF will start in a few days. Well, I know this 5th anniversary will be hard and that it will get better over the years but I had never imagined that we would reach this milestone and still not have a child here on earth.

I am really praying and hoping that I can really enjoy next Sunday with DH. I just want to experience complete peace amidst suffering. I want to trust Jesus and cling onto him with all my being. Please say a prayer for us that we will be thankful to God however difficult this cross of IF seems. I love my hubby so much and I just don't want to appear crushed and broken-hearted. I am so thankful for this cross. It has strengthened our marriage in ways I could never have imagined. I only wish that the pain would stop at least for a while. Jesus, I trust in you. I have lot to offer up for all of you these coming days.


  1. Happy anniversary in advance! I relate to your mixed feelings about anniversaries. Our 2nd year is coming up and of course I'm happy but also sad to reach it without a baby. Prayers for you!

  2. Happy anniversary early! I hate that IF makes me dread (at least a little) anniversaries and birthdays too. I try to focus on the positive but the lack of child tends to dampen the joy.

  3. Happy (early) anniversary! I hope you have a wonderful day despite the pain.

  4. I'm so sorry this is so late - I'm way behind on my blog reading! Happy 5th anniversary! I hope you had a good day!

    "Jesus, I trust in you" - that's all we really have isn't it? And yet, it is all we really need.