We lost our first Child - Bernadette Mary. I had an emergency surgery to remove my ruptured fallopian tube. God showed his mercy on me and spared my life when I was not in a state of grace. Five years later, I have learnt a lot about my faith and I know how important it is to be in a state of grace without any taint of mortal sin on your soul. Monthly and Weekly Confessions don't make me weary any more. Deo Gratias!